Actress Julia Barretto spoke about her personal relationship with her estranged father Dennis Padilla on Thursday, admitting that she still not yet ready to forgive her father.
"I'll be very honest. We have not spoken and it's because there's just so much fear inside me now if I'm being open. I'm just really scare," said Julia in a recent vlog of veteran journalist Karen Davila.
Adding that her decision to distance with her dad is not only about their recent feud but because of the continues cycle "making up and getting hurt."
"I want to huminga muna from that cycle. I don't know. Maybe in God's time may ways mag-meet kami in the without getting hurt again."
She went on to reveal that it's not about the issue of forgiveness she's facing right now. "I think it's not difficult for us to forgive. It's also just, there's a lot of fear because I don't know what's gonna happen. But forgiveness, of course, that's for my own peace of mind but I'm jus not that ready. There's just so much pain since I was young."
"You know a parent is a parent and I'm only just a child but at the same time san yung boundary na a child is also allowed to get hurt?"
She continued: "I just need more love. More protection. I just feel like he has to be my number one protector and that's not what I'm getting. It hurt. It's sad."
Julia assured her fans that she has a "strong support system" that kept her stay strong despite the dilemma.
"I'm just really not ready. I don't wanna force myself also," she said.
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