Canadian pop-singer Justin Bieber is opening up about his life's story in social media, as he talked about his past bad decisions that tagged him from beloved teen performer to a hated person in the world.
Bieber as a married man has now flipped over a new page as he continued on his journey as a married man. Bieber recently shared on his Instagram account a very personal post, where he recalled his troubled past from childhood fame to lack of responsibility and even doing pretty heavy drugs that led him to disrespect women.
"It's hard to get out of bed in the morning with the right attitude when you are overwhelmed with your life your past, job, responsibilities, emotions, your family, finances, your relationships. When it feels like there's trouble after trouble after trouble. Sometimes it can even get to the point where you don't even want to live anymore.
"I have a lot of money, clothes cars, accolades, achievements, awards and I was still unfulfilled. Have u noticed the statistics of child stars and the outcome of their life? You see I didn't grow up in a stable home, my parents were 18 separated with no money still young and rebellious as well. As my talent progressed and I became ultra successful it happened within a strand of Two years. My whole world was flipped on its head. I went from a 13 year old boy from a small town to being praised left and right by the world with millions saying how much they loved me and how great I was.
"You hear theses things enough as a young boy and you actually start believing it.
"So by this point I was 18 with no skills in the real world, with millions of dollars and access to whatever I wanted. By 20 I made every bad decision you could have thought of and went from one of the most loved and adored people in the world to the most ridiculed, judged and hated person in the world!
"Being on stage according to studies is a bigger dopamine rush than almost any other activity… so these massive ups and downs on their own are very hard to manage. You notice a lot of touring bands and people end up having a phase of drug abuse and I believe it's due to not being able to manage the huge ups and downs that come with being an entertainer.
"I started doing pretty heavy drugs at 19 and abused all of my relationships. I became resentful, disrespectful to women, and angry. I became distant to everyone who loved me, and i was hiding behind, a shell of a person that i had become. I felt like I could never turn it around. It's taken me years to bounce back from all of these terrible decisions, fix broken relationships, and change relationship habits.
"Luckily god blessed me with extraordinary people who love me for me. Now i am navigating the best season of my life "MARRIAGE"!! Which is an amazing crazy new responsibility. You learn patience, trust, commitment, kindness, humility and all of the things it looks like to be a good man.
"All this to say even when the odds are against you keep fighting. Jesus loves you… BE KIND TODAY. BE BOLD TODAY AND LOVE PEOPLE TODAY NOT BY YOUR STANDARDS BUT BY GODS PERFECT UNFAILING LOVE," He wrote.
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